I honestly just wish…
I knew someone who could handle this or has dealt with this before. I don’t know what to do with this disease I’m left with. I can’t control my thoughts. I can’t control my actions. I’m not sure if therapy is helping or making it worse. I just want to be normal. I just want someone to talk to. I don’t know what to do. Fuck this shit.
My mom is ashamed. My family is embarrassed. I’m ashamed.
