February 2012
31 posts
That moment when you realize you weigh the most...
but run the fastest you ever ran.
It's official.
I suck at relationships.
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I don't think I'm going to count calories today...
this feels weird.
my life currently consists of running,art, and...
I just want to throw everything up right now.
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I want to stab my eyes out with a spork right now....
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I want to do it so bad...
But I know I don’t need to. I know my throat won’t stop throbbing if I do. I know my head will still hurt from the dehydration. I did it yesterday. I don’t need to do it today. You’re okay. You didn’t lose control. You did good. No need to go there. Restricting is getting you no where. Just keep calm.
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I do photography too guise...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/amandalonium/
I seriously have the attention span of a squirrel....
damn this probation and the essays that come along with it.
has anyone read the walking dead graphic novels?
they’re so good.
Anonymous asked: I really like your drawings. It's not a question, but still :) haha
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Starve.
Eat.
Purge.
Repeat.
I need help.
I need control.
Ask me stuff?
I want to stop being fat.
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Would anyone like to talk?
skype: amundaz
Should be doing calculus...
but I’m on here instead.
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Ask me a question and I'll draw a picture for the...
Anonymous asked: Hi. You are very beautiful :)
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I've totally underestimated chocolate pudding my...
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Anonymous asked: You're beautiful. I think I've gone through even a semblance of what you're going through (but how should I know, right?) and it might feel like everything besides you is taking control. Keep your head up and keep on expressing yourself, because you are just lovely. I don't even know you that well, but damn, you seem like one of the coolest, prettiest, most talented people...
January 2012
23 posts
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theillmatic asked: i like your sketch wow it looks nice :)
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I honestly just wish...
I knew someone who could handle this or has dealt with this before. I don’t know what to do with this disease I’m left with. I can’t control my thoughts. I can’t control my actions. I’m not sure if therapy is helping or making it worse. I just want to be normal. I just want someone to talk to. I don’t know what to do. Fuck this shit.
My mom is ashamed. My...
A moment on the lips, forever on the hips.
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Just ordered a new moleskine!
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I hate when prozac gets stuck in my throat.
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Parents bought peanut butter...
here it goes again.
argh.
Listening to Jack Johnson and drinking coffee.
My life.
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on SOPA…when you rely on the government to regulate the actions of...
– My Dad on SOPA.
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but... I don't want to go there...
giant-squib asked: Do you have a favorite shading style(hatching, cross hatching, stipling, etc.)?